celestialpianist

ow sheesh! im a total doodle. i mean my mind is everywhere and hell yes! i cant focus.. i have lots of things to do so i made this journal as some sort of reminder on what to accomplish.. at school: 1. thesis!.. ow geez! im so clueless on what to do next though i have a concept.. 2. fix my KAS 2.. hell this subject.. i mean the professor. haha! its UP life, what else should i expect.

waw!! last saturday.. i experienced one of the happiest yet saddest part of my life.. the morning i woke up...was one of the heaviest mornings i've ever encountered,, the week before that was a total disaster, lots of things ran around my head, everything was ought to be worried about, in my head,all i can hear was "stop it,end it"..but that time, i first heard someone from inside me say.."NO!" oh what fool! i swallowed my pride, dialled his number and tears started to fell.. wow!! amazing... truly.. i never expected that would happen.. then that became the start of a conversation.. a conversation that would last til time fades..(waw! ambi

haaaay!!! i dont know.. will i be happy or sad?? in two or three weeks... things will happen and i dont know how to react... 2 guys in my life will come........ damn! the other one...